Well im done :)
I started reading a book 13 months and 8 days ago. Did I mention I'm not big on reading ?
The book is called Diary, by Chuck Palahniuk. Never heard of him ? Well he also wrote a book called Fight Club...that sound familiar ?
His books are full of weird detail. This book he starts off defining every muscle in a face, and every emotion they portay. Sounds like a bore ? Well, strangly enough it isn't. But that's just me and my weird opnions. (I like Tolkiens historical facts in The Silmarillion too)
So what do I think overall ? The ending is a bit sudden, asif he had a deadline to reach while writing this and wasn't gonna make it so he rushed it. Everything else is pretty nice, some gruesome details here and there, making a trip to the dentist sound like Disneyland. (Fincher showed a bit of it in Fight Club when they went looking for fat to make soap. And when in the end as Jack gets shot on the jaw)
So yea, it was worth the 13 months. Next up, Invisible Monsters, also by Palahniuk.
Other news today ? Well how about : Whoa!
Looks like I'm finally growing into my state of mind :)
Wha ? Well, it seems like my looks are adjusting to how I feel, not vice versa. I've always felt great until I saw my own reflection, see I'm not the best looking guy out there, or wasn't. Distorted selfimage ? Maybe, the lack of girlfriends however seems to underbuild my opinion of myself.
So why this change all of a sudden ? Well it's been going on a while now. First I went from stick to having beer muscles and love handles, and now I'm not just the guy looking, I'm the guy getting looks back ;)
Don't worry I still have low selfesteem and love to ridicule myself (and others), no inflated head here.
And did i mention I love the weather today ? 30+ Celcius with a nice breeze, lots of chicks with less of clothes. A flirt here and there, I think I'm finally leaving the worst of my 10 year depression behind me. Time to start re-entering the social scene I figure, I need to get laid ?
Well that's my rant for today, thank God I haven't alienated the walls yet ;)
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Heh, he's back, again.
After a few dead months of forgetting FaitH and Gomi the asshole giverupper, and beating an Anarchy Online "addiction" I decided to blog again :)
I'm back to enlighten your dark, sad worlds with the opinions I have about stupid stuff like uhm, well, stuff ;)
I have my short bursts of creativity, the latest of which spawned 2 ideas for movies and a game idea that was already used im sure :)
I'm a sucker for drama, and a bad Tarantino copier, things that just don't mix well. That combined with the interrest span of a goldfish, and the memory of one makes for a lot of weird snippets.
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